Hurdles.

My foot just snagged on one. Megan just told me she'll be leaving in May because she was accepted into this amazing internship with a huge pharmaceutical company. I'm happy for her, but-- I can't tell if my eyes are burning because I'm tired or because I want to cry. I just keep thinking about the future: coming home to an empty room and eating dinner by myself.

Now I am making myself cry. It'll be a moment before I can pick myself up again. She's my closest friend here, the one person I wouldn't go outside without. God has a plan for her, but I just wonder what He has in store for me.

I'm tired.